directing... emotions?
Nov. 4th, 2009 11:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
i decided that the post apocalyptic zombie movie that i'm working on is very intensely autobiographical.
it's hard to explain that without sounding extremely corny and overly stupid and emotional. but, yeah, i dunno. it sounds stupid to put it into words, but it makes more sense in my head, and maybe when i grow a little more as a person and feel more secure in myself, i'll explain the connection. (that's part of it too, i guess).
so yeah, i snuck that in there while Kelly and I were writing it, i guess, subconsciously.
it'll probably make it turn out better. maybe worse. it makes it harder, and more complicated, and now i wish maybe i had just jumped into something maybe just clever and entertaining... but, i gotta see it through now.
2 short weeks. i still have no clue what's going on.
it's hard to explain that without sounding extremely corny and overly stupid and emotional. but, yeah, i dunno. it sounds stupid to put it into words, but it makes more sense in my head, and maybe when i grow a little more as a person and feel more secure in myself, i'll explain the connection. (that's part of it too, i guess).
so yeah, i snuck that in there while Kelly and I were writing it, i guess, subconsciously.
it'll probably make it turn out better. maybe worse. it makes it harder, and more complicated, and now i wish maybe i had just jumped into something maybe just clever and entertaining... but, i gotta see it through now.
2 short weeks. i still have no clue what's going on.